Thursday 17 May 2007

Tuesday 9th January 2007

7.35am: General consensus - If anyone can cope with cancer, Pip can. She's so incredibly strong.

Well...IT'S NOT FUCKING FAIR.

I don't feel strong. I'm not the 'best candidate.'

I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING COPE. I DON'T WANT THIS ANYMORE. I CAN'T DO THIS. I'M SCARED.

FUCK YOU GOD. FUCK YOU, YOU SICK BASTARD. WHY ME? WHY? FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!

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